Cries of a Sinner

I saw the cross on my neck and heard the Christians in my ear.
I started to rip the cross off my neck then I felt Him near.
"Don't let them pull you away, don't let them lead you astray.
I do love you and that's what you need to know."
I can't do this anymore!
Why do they hate us? Do you not love us? Is it you pushing us away?
Everyday my faith grows weaker. I swear it. I mean it.
They say you hate me and with all my heart I don't believe it.
I feel you here next to me. Breathing life into me.
I need you now more than ever Lord. Can you hear me?
What do I need to do? I give my life up to you.
I'm not sure what to do. All I know is to trust you.
You're everything to me. In my breath, what I bleed.
Hear me Lord because your people are deaf to me.